"What? Are you serious?"
"Why do you think I am not serious…?"

She look at me, looking at the blue sky, looking at the grass, dunno what she looking for,  and again looking at me.. Staring at me.. with lots of puzzle in her face..

"Hah, serious aa..?"
"What's the matter with you?"

I am a little bit worry because she looks so weird…

"Haiya, you aa… I just couldn't believe what I heard lah, that you wanna get married…"
"Astaga…. Hmmm, I cannot say anything lah… you so crazy.., Im getting married, you should be happy for me lah… why you behave like this.."
"No lah babe, but I just… "

And she hug me, her tears started falling…..

"I gonna miss you…all of us"
"Oh my Godness, babe, please don't cry.. Im not going anywhere… I'm still here…"
"I know, but you wont be straying with us anymore…"
"Odoi dogo, babe, I still staying with you all lah… "
"I know but most of the time you will be in their home…"

"Alaaa… stop crying lah, I'm not getting married now lah… there's a long way more to go…. Besides, I'm not yet engaged kan, heheheh… "
"So, how long more aa…?"
"Maybe in 3 years time…"
"oo.. so long? but, no.. it'll be fast..… babe, I think I will cry in your wedding tau…"
"Nah, started again….but why?"
"Well, I never said this but…… "

Oh Gosh..… she crying again…I have to put by hand in her shoulder to comfort her…

"Babe, you know what...?"
"No, i don't..."
"...You are the most beautiful sister in this world, the most kindly and helpful sister in this world, even though I always scared whenever you scold me, but I know you love me…we owe you a lot..."

Alamak, melebih lebih pula dia ni…  I have to hug her to comfort her, and she cried…. Now, so loud… and I think everyone in the house heard it because everyone rush out to the yard suddenly..

"Oh my god, what happened? Babe, come here, tell mom what happened?"

She run to mom, hugging mom and still crying… everyone was so curious, looking at each other..some neighbors also yelling from their home, asking what has happened and some was running to our house yard, maybe they thought that something bad is happening when they saw all of us in the yard…alamak, the news will be spread… that's it… everyone will knows, commenting here and there.. Gossiping about me getting married…

She still crying, in fact,  I do  understand what she feels, she must feel something gonna lost… and that was me..  and in one corner, mom still asking babe, what makes her cry....

"She wont be with us anymore, she will leaving us soon…. She's getting married…"

Alamak!!! That's it..!!  I was actually planning to announce it by end of the year…when both of us (My bf and I) 

… when she said that…everyone was....

"Hah….????? When??? With who?? from where???"

The story has become complicated… since some of our neighbors also with us… and everyone was looking at me… waiting for me to speak up… wahhh… so hard to announce ooo.. guess what??? And my future mother and father in law also was there, with us.. how can I announce it…. Oh my god…. My bf too hasn't announce it to his family… both his parents also asking me, who will be my future husband…. Its so funny, they must be shocked when they

Well, people knows that long time ago, we've been a couple, but then we lost contact.. both has own life… and then only some of them knew that we have 'comeback' together, but none of them knows except babe that we are planning to get married….. while my brain stuck, thinking how am I should start to announce about it.. sudenly .....

"I'm sorry,  we were actually  just practicing acting… it's for my college theatre, does it look real?"

Huh, luckily she said that, if not, then, I just dunno what gonna happened…  

She laughed.. everyone looking at me… waiting for confirmation…

"Yes, we are… "

I did not laugh because I just can't, a moment ago, I feel I was in the other world when so many eyes looking and staring at me, looks like I did something so wrong....

And everyone was…"Ceh… buang karan saja…"

But when mom and grandma say..…"so……?"

I just smile… and I went up to my room..well, I think they know what's the smile means…

So, the plan is… to announce it in the end of the year…

Let them gossiping among themselves, who will be my future husband…

Ciao….

P/S...I just hoping for the best.....